۵ my muse kisses yours to shut them up
He was listening to Shawn, he really was; but he had been nonstop for almost twenty minutes, apologizing over and over. Ryan had long since forgiven him, but Shawn didn’t seem to understand.
He decided there was only way to silence him. As Shawn’s mouth continued to run, Ryan leaned forward, studying his lips. Finally he took the plunge, pressing their lips together with a strange confidence. His heart leapt into his chest; for a moment he wondered if this was a bad decision. But there was no going back now. After a moment, Ryan pulled back, studying Shawn’s face for a reaction.
He couldn’t stop apologising to save his life. He had to let Ryan know how truly sorry he was; something he wasn’t used to doing. He never let people know he was sorry, but Ryan… Ryan needed to know.
The Hispanic continued to talk, probably repeating himself for the thirtieth time at this point. But he just continued on, trying to convey his emotions. Emotions just wasn’t something Shawn was good at dealing with.
He didn’t even notice the other man leaning forward, until suddenly lips were on his.
Shawn didn’t know how to react. He couldn’t react. He didn’t have enough time to overcome the shock before Ryan was pulling back, looking at him.
The Puerto Rican stared at him, mouth opening and closing like a fish. He couldn’t get words out, a look of shock on his face. Speak, you dumbass. “I—”
Way to use your words.
Ryan could see the confusion on Shawn’s face, and he knew he’d blown it. He moved back. “You were talking too much,” Ryan said sheepishly. “Sorry.” He could feel his cheeks heating up. He had to go and cross their boundaries. Now it would be his turn to apologize over and over, just to get Shawn to talk to him again. He wished he had thought this through.
